Monday, June 8, 2009

i hate monday

hate monday !!! Today, I wasn't really performed at work. Badan me macam lemah with a headache yang menggangu and buat me rasa nak kerja half day. but dont think so, early morning dah ada sales meeting, all about figure. adduss!! bertambah pening kepala ni. what to do, this is the way i choose. like it or not me still need to face it.

farina start the figure with the million2 of the sales will be reporting by this week, make us very small. huh!! what a bad day monday. me ?? still counting days .. how much need to report pun me dun know..

after meeting, terus ada musyarat tingkap with haidayah and Lina, emm that rite, lina memang lucu .. ketawa aja dia cant imagine, if she left the branch sunyi laa hidup ini. dont left 1st ya ... .

hope everything is find...


Its easier for some people to say "hey,I'm sorry" after what they've done to other people's feelings.I know at some point,they doesn't really intend to hurt,its just how they carry things out.As I've said before,people are good at giving hopes and its not my fault to fall for it.

I got mislead?Maybe.But do you even actually know why I got 'mislead' at the first place?
Senang kan cakap "oh,sorry" as if dengan apologised like that boleh buat aku move on and get over it in a snap.I wish it was that simple.As simple as saying "sorry" for the sake of trying to look cool and as if nothing happened.

And again,maybe salah aku.Terlampau cepat percaya and fell for those 'might be' fake attitude.Aku mengaku aku memang lemah dalam bab ni.So please,stop faking things out.Maybe aku buat a drastic decision after what had happened.Its just the way for me to escaped even I have to lie about it to myself and pretending that I'm over it;which by the way I will sooner or later.

So from now on,who ever you are out there,be careful at what you'll do or say or how you'll react to me because I might stoopidly believe in it.

Sunday, June 7, 2009


Words we could live by:

Marry someone you love to talk to. As you get older, the conversations will be as important as any other.

Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.

When you say, 'I love you,' mean it, and remember that ‘I trust you’ is a much better sentiment

When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye.

Be engaged at least six months before you get married.

Believe in love at first sight.

Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much.

Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.

In disagreements, fight fairly.. No name calling.

Don't judge people by their relatives.

Talk slowly but think quickly.

When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?'

Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

Say 'bless you' when you hear someone sneeze.

When you lose, don't lose the lesson.

Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions.

Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

Smile, when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.

Commit to a 'Short Term Relationship' first, like a month; then another month, and so on; Commit to a 'Long Term' only if you've passed the '10 years of Collective Short Term Agreements'.

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Mickey carry a big name

now me still working in banking line, jump to standard chartered and doing marketing and sales, i dont know before this fields can make money more and more than collection that i into before. now i know how to play with. the best place to make money, and wait for me ya ... some of the people saying that malay cannot do sale, coz according to them malay very lazy. but for your information, starting the first day me jump to this, me is the top sales person in mayasia under standard charted .. well.. what else me want to prove? very proud.

congrate to me!! he he he

here me know more detail who is-
lai sook wan - my iron lady bos , she's very good
kelly choong - please stop screaming
calvin - close ur mouth please
hema - u r supperb
farah - my best sis ever in work place
abby - sian ko bee
shandy - taht i call pelauk
hidayah - very coll and understanding
farina - the gurl with full of energy that can spread anytime
lena - pretty gurl
Lina - suka ketawa ...
Salmi - ehem ehem ha ha ha
Jamilah - when speak malay always slang
Hafiz - my junior yang kekadang cam lemau aja
zizane - branch manager yang paling cantik

Move to Aeon actually is my mistake, sorry to say .. i has been use from bottom to top oleh 2 ekor hantu, suffer ? yes i am ... go there as a unit head. poon and eline yong! two name can make my life miserable. but what me proud here actually me the one is create the process and flow for the card collection at aeon credit. working there, make me ask my self.. what m doing there. for those who know how to talked and have a lazy attitude, suitable for them.

here i know a lot of malay yang really typical and only can say .. Yes boss. i will do! when i remember the moment, make me sakit hati ! anyway i already go out from the mess a... bye bye aeon credit!

for my old staff, hope you will be find a good way for your carrier ok ....

Jannele chua - can see u r very indipendent
elsa - now promoted alerady
ayu hamiza - dah ilang
suzie - jump to SCB also
Julia - Also jump back to CT
ayurina - sometime honesty is not a good choice
Azie - holding a gud position aleardy

for me kat sini .. eline Yong adalah perempuan yang mempunyai hati yang paling busuk!

Take care guys

after graduate me started with citibank, lama juga kerja kat sini. for me kerja kat sini paling best, based on the enviroment, colligue, and work load. kat sini la, me been polish to become a leader. parkara paling best is, kerja dalam lapan bulan saja, has been promoted as Assistant Manager. that my hard work and determination to improve myself. actually i need to thanks to Mr yuremi mohd Noor, he's the one had teach me a lot till me know what is working life. kat sini ramai nama yang sampai sekarang yang tak leh di lupa kan....

Mr Yuremi - My Best Assistant manager
Mr Zaharim - My Group 1 Boss, but u know that after me promoted, me become zaharim boss. pelik kan
Ms Ravina - perempuan yang selalu nak nampak cantik dalam apa jua yang dia nak buat
Ms Ivon - Mr lady boss also. my idol very young and gud in everythings
Kak nadia - ni Salah satau otye under nube .. ha ha ha, dun touch ya
Kak Yan - suka bila bercerita pasal anak dia ... ha ha ha
Syed - emm... bila buat calling, sepuluh jam bercakap .. ha ha ha
Azrul - ni paling hebat ! keja and tak keja sama aja .. he he he
elyne chang - one of my best staff, sekarang dah jadi unit manager
desmond - my staff yang suka ampu .. but now hope improve sudah
ahmad - emmm.. ni kalau calling orang yang dah mati nya relative memang hebat .. terus jadi ustaz
nasha - hardworking gurl yang sellau pakai seluar singkat !
lin - yang tahu apa yang dia buat ...
elsa - aniother aggresive staff yang end month firgurenya akan meletup ..

banyak lagi la... love to be part of recovery .. guys i miss u .

Friday, June 5, 2009

The song is ended but the melody is still lingers on

untuk mu yang bergelar sahabat ...

Ingin aku singkap kembali
Kenangan lama agar bersemi
Inginku ulangi kisah manis
Agar terus bersemadi

Ingatlah aku sebagai rakanmu
Kenaglah daku dalam doamu
Begitulah indahnya kisah dahulu
Engkau sebagai temanku

Apabila engkau terjaga
Satukanlah harapanku denganmu
Kerana ianya bakal berpadu
Mimpi si penunggu yang setia
Layarkanlah impian doamu
Sesungguhnya aku masih mengingatimu
Sebagai kawan rakan dan teman
Semoga kita diberkati Allah

Kudoakan kepadamu agar bahagia
Di dunia dan akhirat

this song is dedicated to all my friends.. yang lama ka atau yang baru .. sedih dengar this song.
friends masa schooling time, university mate, collage mate... citibankers, aeon and now standard chartered !...

Long day for mickey

My work place, my colleague my new role make me headache, last week ,i means after my one day leave, my Boss SMS me stated that her granny passed away ..

" my grandmother calling by the GOD, please take care the branch and the Branch ESAU (report) and i will be onleave 4 days, and update me anything regards the sales" .

once receive the massage, me know already.. something need me to take care, OMG, as you know my branch colleague memang not easy to handle .. ha ha ha.. masing2 with their own character. memang night mare .. dealing with the sales person ni .. kena hati2 sometime they very clever how to manupulate the situation, but come to the figure .. they cant run away ya .. coz figure will speak for u.. :)

me heard a few of them going to resign, but me hope that they happy with the new world if they resign, as same colour with me ... just give something hope you may keep it whenever you go..

"jadilah melayu yang bukan memperbanyakkan golongan sedia ada "

good luck friends and buddy ! love you all

Great Power Comes with Great Responsibilities **

I have been working hard lately. yes, very hard. no more long term projects. everything is crucial. everything need to be delivered within one week or two. since my evaluation for the report need to submit by weekly basis.after promoted me still struggling with my new role.

Ive done the skeleton for my future carrier within 1 years what me want to achieve. i only got two mission when me in the marketing and sales line, the first dream already achieve, me got promoted within 6 month period, and another one ... tunggu .. ha ha ha

And whilst im drafting this Development Plan for myself, m keep thinking my wish for year 2009, some of them still hangging and not complish!.. hate it